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I’m going through the worst time in my entire life and no one gives a shit. I’m crying for help and everyones sick of it. If I could sleep these next 4 months away I would.

I have no one.

It’s like something clicked

And I don’t find joy in eating anymore. I don’t think it’s depression, I don’t know what it is. I haven’t ate a meal since Wednesday and my body seems to be alright with that. I think I’m just going to keep doing what I’m doing and once I plateau I’ll reintroduce food again, slowly. 

What defines a plateau? I’m going to say 3 days without a 0.1 pound lost.

According to LoseIt I will have lost 28 pounds by June 3rd. Three days before his show.

I just don’t know what clicked. I know I’ve been upset, but maybe the results are too addicting to let go. It’s a new fascination I can stick with, that I control, and no one else. Especially not him.

I have this image in my head of what I want to look like, and I want all of the men who have wronged me to see it, back in action. It’s been two years, it’s about time I made a comeback.

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